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Sunday, May 04, 2008

SORRY!!!! JIEMEIMEN!!!
sorry for not update for so long.... and i miss u guys so much..
i want to go back Malaysia so much.. i want to go find u guys so much....
Think of this make me cry.. cos i not happy here.... really... 100%sure..
I jus came here for a few months, and these few months alot of things happened, dont hav one week that can let me rest....
Every month and almost every week there's somthing happen... and all these thing make me exhausted... make me tired.. and make me sad... I'm TIRED!!! I DONT WANT TO STAY HERE ANYMORE!!!!!
Sometime i really think that am i correct to choose to study here. Haiz..
But there's only one thing good to study here in Melb.. i learnt alot of things.. and those things are not education thing... is social thing.... I learnt that we reallyreally really cant trust anybody..
and why cant people or friend i know in Melbourne just like us.. ?? We're great right... I reallyhope i can go back to high sch time.... here sucks!!!! maybe being alone is the best!!!
I really thanks jasmine, LiLing who always teach me alot of thing. Social thing again.. Thanks to Jacey as well.. hehe... She teach me alot too... cos i'm too stupid... i did alot of wrong things here. Thanks for scolding me as well..
Joanna's birthday that day i did a super wrong thing, and this make the whole world hate me... Why am i so stupid. now i die lo... No friend anymore.. cos i did something wrong... everyone hate me.. haiz.. Here, again really need to thanks to Jasmine, LiLing and Jacey who still trust me.. After this incident, i'll never never say out a word, i'll never never kepo, i'll nevernever tell anyone anything, i'll nevernever being so stupid... I WANT TO BE CLEVER!!!! WHY I BECOME SO WEAK HERE!!!! I really learnt alot here.. thanks to those who make me so unhappy everytime and worrying this worrying that. cos this make me learn. Learn to control my feeling, learn how to treat ppl, learnt that what to say what cannot say!!!!

LEE LING SIEN!!!!YOU THIS STUPID GIRL!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!U GO AWAY!!!!!! YOU ARE THE WORST IN THIS WORLD!!!! EVERYONE HATES U!!!!!U CAN GO TO DIE ALREADY!!!!!! GO DIE BA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz.... sad.... ME! STUPID GIRL!!!! sobsob..sobsob..

BUSY BUSY>>>!!!!! A!!!! sister a... pls update blog...i really want to know anything from u guys... san mei a.. try to update blog ba... pls.. hehe... and xiao mei.. where are u... online also dint online... damn miss u guys!!!!! A!!!!! Joanna.. hha... now always chat with her.. gd girl... lol...

Posted by: STUPID LINGSIEN!!!!(Erjie+Ermei)

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